sister

As the eldest sister, much was expected from me. True enough, I can give things but certainly not all the things that my folks need. Am I selfish if I would rather give the basic need rather than chose the one that's not important? I hope I can make them understand that I didn't want to be selfish or not provide them what they wanted but I hope they would learn that not everything they wanted in life will be given. Not everything can be received in an instant. We have to work hard for it.

One day, I hope a sister would realize that. It's not that I deliberately wouldn't want to give it to her but its important to note that there's far important than just a pair of shoes for dancing. WHile its important that she can dance and be proficient with her skills, i hope she can be creative and efficient on ways to hone her talents and skills. I also hope that she understood what I did for her today. I also hope that my mother didn't took it on a different note.