life of faith

Dear God,

I'm so sorry for the wasted times. I should have given my life to you when I was first invited by my aunts. I sincerely apologize for following my will and not yours. As I offered 70 full bows today, history repeated and flashbacks came to my mind.

My high regard to the brothers and sisters who have unconditionally provided their own conditions and Cheongsoon for the sake of your Divine Principle. This an awakening! I have been watching series of video presentations for the past 5 days but on these day I truly understand your message by observing and seeing what the members are doing. Your message is clear it has been injected directly to my heart. The questions that I long for answers I didn't hear them in the words but rather I have seen right before my very eyes.

The kitchen staff who haven't gotten sleep preparing meals for the 120 days participants, as they have bought food at Divisoria. Ate shirley's darkened knees as she has been giving full bow condition several years ago before her Blessing and even doing so until 2013. Sister Lot who have been skipping meals, fasting and offering reading condition for the protection of her spirituality and for her respective mission. For Rev. Angelucci for walking from this venue to Antipolo City proper as part of the condition for the success of the 120 day seminar and for the participants witnessing. For an uncle who brought nephews and nieces to attend a 2 day seminar to share what he has learned. All these and the countless sacrifices that the brothers and sisters has done.

More importantly, I am ashamed that it seems like that I have disregarded what my tribe has done to restore our lineage. In high regard, I put my Auntie Mirna for without her, our family couldn't have known the True Parents. For Auntie Julie, who have supported the Zamboanga providence all the way. For Ate Blessie for have offered so many condition for the family and all her sacrifices as well. Auntie Marie for joining the movement by her own will. Auntie Joy who have also showed me that joining the Blessing is the greatest decision she ever made. My sister Nadia who have endured so many trivial persecution that is unfortunately coming from our very own mother.

This people have truly given me so much inspiration. My words fall short for what I truly feel tonight. From now on, I promise to fulfill my part of the responsibility.
Thank you Dear heavenly Father for showing me the way.

Aju