Sunday, May 10, 2020

Mother's Day

Mother's Day 2020

Omoni- Saranghamnida, Kahamsamnida

Mommy Neneng- Mingaw naku nimo. I love you.

Nanay Maura- Love you nay, tagmingaw na ako karajaw sa imo.

A. Mirna- Thank you for guiding me auntie.

Lola Nene- Mang, pabor mira kanamon todo. Dale kanamon wisdom para pwede came ase bueno relacion con el uno y otro.

Two days ago, I was bawling my eyes out after binging the KDrama 'Mother of Mine'. The mother on that series discovered that she has a terminal lung cancer and towards the end most of her desire she fulfilled. Like beating the hell of the crap of the person who tormented her adopted child and witnessing the wedding of her youngest. I realized how I missed my mother so much. I missed the things she cooks for us. I miss how scolds us for being mischievous. She wants us to be of our best behavior but sometimes we are always lazy or obnoxious.

As I chat with my sibblings today, I realized several things and looking back it boils down to that yearning heart of a child to the parent. We are now grown adults and we have different careers, families and ways on how to deal with things but one thing is certain is that yearning heart for our parents.

I always watched Michelle Obama's documentary, 'Becoming'. It's an eye opener and a look back on who I really am and I need to define who I really want to be.

So today, without procrastination and insecurity, I am proud to say that
I AM A MOTHER.

Which is a lot easier said than done.


Many times, I've been asked if I wanted to have more kids specially if I wanted to have a girl.

First things first, I do want a LOT of kids. However due to circumstances, specially with regards to my health which are both CS I have decided that maybe having 2 boys are enough. In the event of having a girl, my cousins' and my sibblings girls are more than enough. When the time comes that my boys will marry, I will gain daughters.

But does that not mean to say that I will close the doors but at the moment, having 2 boys is what I have and what I cherish.

May all of us have a great sense of what we are and that is being a human.

So let us spread love, positivity, compassion, kindness, gratitude for these are the things that makes us the highest creatures in this planet.




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